This sucks =(

I thought is just a vacation here to visit my family and friends.

I didn't expect that I will be so emo leaving here where I'm just here for 2 weeks.

I hate Melbourne.

I'm leaving with a heavy heart maybe because my two closest girlfriends and boyfriends are here.

I wish we could all spend more time.

I'm glad that there are cameras invented. Snapping the moment we shared was good.

The short road trips and bumping over his place and he said I should proudly said I was in his room before with another guy some more. What a threesome. Quality and funny moment we all shared. Though no pics in the room but those funny conversation we had, it will be stored in my mind forever. Glad we met for a short while before I leave later. I definitely miss you two.

With the girls, I'm glad we are one of the first entering to your new place. Being all panic and lost my mind, and times like I said I want to jump down from your balcony, it was all good. We never feel awkward with your mum too as this shows how close we are, like a lil big family since 13 years old. I'm happy that you two was with me when I was having my tough time and be with me. Liz, your call just now made me cry . Too bad I can't meet you girls before I leave. Times like this, I thank Skype.

Rojak!

I was up for more than 24 hours and my body is telling me that is time to sleep. I had a crazy awesome day today with my bunch of juniors and some others like Kris and Jo. Sports Day is always awesome.

And ...GO TEAM ROJAK! =D

I love you guys la SAC 2010 !

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on the other random note, I just notice and realize that I was being really naive before this, that I thought things is starting to change. maybe things will go back to how it was. but I guess I just got to accept the fact that certain things doesn't change.

i totally get it now. really am.

I 'll try !

i just realised my previous post sounds so erm..

ahh nevermind. haha. not like as if anyone reads it. except for Stella.haha

exam is in exactly 10 days.

right 10 days. oh dear me. taking 3 papers with P2 is a real killer.

Kristyn Wong Chuin Yi, you are my heroin man.

I take you as my motivation.

I know some may think I couldn't possibly pass all 3.

I will try my very best to prove everyone WRONG !

Some asked me to forgo one paper and just concentrate on the other 2.

Some just ask me to clear P2 will do.

I know I'm way better than this.

I may have pass and fail previously.

It was quite a heartbreaking for me.

The first failure was a pain.

The 2nd failure when I failed all 4 papers, I wanted to quit.

I slowly gained back my confidence and I told myself,

This is challenges in life. I just got to be strong and move on.

Everything happens for a reason.

Though this sem my studies are a little behind time,

I won't stress myself too much till I get all panicked and blackout.

No way I'm going through that scary feelings anymore.

I think ice-cream can't help this time.

I'm quite tired these days.

Going to uni at 11, comes home latest 11.30PM,

bath, chill awhile, cannot sleep,

the next thing I do, I open my books and do some questions till I fall asleep.

I hope I won't fall sick or anything.

I hope my efforts pay off.

Whenever I think of what Pearly said, stress me out.

" We must graduate together because you SHOULD HAVE graduated before me! "

That lil monster Pearly Tan in UK . I can't promise you, but I promise I'll try.

Okay enough of all this emo shit.

If Sze May, Abdul, Jon, or even Ed sees this,

later they buy me ribena ( inside joke ). haha

I don't think they know the existence of this anyway.

Okay la.. bye for now.. when I feel like writing ..

You'll see me.