ahh nevermind. haha. not like as if anyone reads it. except for Stella.haha
exam is in exactly 10 days.
right 10 days. oh dear me. taking 3 papers with P2 is a real killer.
Kristyn Wong Chuin Yi, you are my heroin man.
I take you as my motivation.
I know some may think I couldn't possibly pass all 3.
I will try my very best to prove everyone WRONG !
Some asked me to forgo one paper and just concentrate on the other 2.
Some just ask me to clear P2 will do.
I know I'm way better than this.
I may have pass and fail previously.
It was quite a heartbreaking for me.
The first failure was a pain.
The 2nd failure when I failed all 4 papers, I wanted to quit.
I slowly gained back my confidence and I told myself,
This is challenges in life. I just got to be strong and move on.
Everything happens for a reason.
Though this sem my studies are a little behind time,
I won't stress myself too much till I get all panicked and blackout.
No way I'm going through that scary feelings anymore.
I think ice-cream can't help this time.
I'm quite tired these days.
Going to uni at 11, comes home latest 11.30PM,
bath, chill awhile, cannot sleep,
the next thing I do, I open my books and do some questions till I fall asleep.
I hope I won't fall sick or anything.
I hope my efforts pay off.
Whenever I think of what Pearly said, stress me out.
" We must graduate together because you SHOULD HAVE graduated before me! "
That lil monster Pearly Tan in UK . I can't promise you, but I promise I'll try.
Okay enough of all this emo shit.
If Sze May, Abdul, Jon, or even Ed sees this,
later they buy me ribena ( inside joke ). haha
I don't think they know the existence of this anyway.
Okay la.. bye for now.. when I feel like writing ..
You'll see me.
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